Here in bright sunny California
Lo behold these thundering menacing advancing clouds
Alas none have any tears
Utopian Dream
Utopia Isn't All That Dark Anymore...
Saturday, October 10, 2015
My first Haiku
Tuesday, April 14, 2015
Just 7 questions?
Monday, April 13, 2015
Consumed
I fan it more.
I can't put it out I tried,
Used every last bit of energy left in store.
Leaves my brain feeling so fried,
Every muscle aching and sore.
Told everyone it's ok but I lied,
My moral fiber, it tore.
Joking with friends seeing the funny side,
But every moment feels like forever more.
Trying to run but I can't seem to hide,
The fire has it's way; I am no more.
Thursday, April 02, 2015
Where
Where is your freaking concentration?
What is wrong with you?
Why can't you let go?
Why is this goin south?
Why don't you get a life?
Why don't you aim for something realistic?
Why are you so lost?
Where are you headed?
Saturday, March 21, 2015
Dependencies/Addictions
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Still smiling
Still smiling how do we do it. What is the formula that causes me to smile in the face of everything....
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Irreparable
When does one realise that a life is beyond repair? What are the next steps? Try to cut your losses and retreat or go down glory lane all guns ablaze. If only it were that simple. One does have to weigh so many factors. Counting their blessings... But what if one is too lazy to consider all factors and take a decision... Too many what ifs but isn't that a part of life. So is life really that irreparable? Guess more digging and soul searching is in order here...
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Wtf
Hell deep down in the ditch
So much for decisions being weighed
Hell its like the flip of a switch
In the end it leaves you feeling played
Wtf
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
If only
If only badapadapapapap
Badapapapaap
If only I had something to say
Anything for the clouds to go away
If only we could go out and play
With the sun shining go out and make some hay
If only badapadapapapap
Badapapapaap
If only someone would listen to me
Break the shackles and come roam free
If only this green pasture that I see
We could roam unfettered and make merry
If only badapadapapapap
Badapapapaap
If only I had 25 mil to spend
No, that would drive me over the bend
If only fences were so easy to mend
Life the great leveller sets it's own trend
If only badapadapapapap
Badapapapaap
If only people would my transgressions forgive
Realize that there is a life we gotta live
If only I could stop this rhyme
Stop sliding on auto pilot deep into slime
Badapapapaap
Badapapapaap
Friday, June 15, 2012
In transit
Life is a constant transition. Never more evident than in my case. Even this post comes when I am in transition. From Bangalore to SFO. From familiar odors to new ones. From love to loneliness. From being misinformed to being empowered. From making the mistake of doubting my ability to at least wanting to regain my self esteem. I owe this post to myself.
Right now riding the Bay Area Rapid Transit (BART) :-)
Take care. Catch y'all later.
Love,
Sumod